F-R-I-E-N-D-S

Day 4,

i dono about the others, 

but i usually cant sleep right away after i jump into bed.

others like get into bed and the next second will be like 'zzzzz'

its amazing!!!

anyway, i usually think stuff while im in bed.. stuff like..

past present future..

no planning, juz think~

and yesterday night, i was thinking,

i have 3 categories of friends in my friend list.

its not much vary among people...

friends

close friends

best friends

and since my social group is extremely small.. 

i can almost name them all in categories...

lol

there are friends, like met not for long

can talk.. chat

can joke... 

some outings..

nothing beyond than that..

usually related more in studies..

there are close friends, who can do more stuff together..

activities like, outings.. trip.. 

can talk more about relationships.. experiences..

things you know lah.. you have bunch of it..

and then there are best friends, who can do everything above

you trusted them, you talk to them about your feelings

you shared.. 

you might back them up when they caught in fights..

(even though you might get beat up good,

but you still do it, coz you know you want to)

for me, i have a few (<5) mayb.. of best friends..

but they are scattered around the globe, 

its pretty hard to get in touch..

sometimes you might turn your feelings-talk to your close friends

bcoz its more convenient

but, that is where the problem starts..

they moght not react like you hope they do; 

like your best friends will give you appropriate, suitable, comforting advices..

so, in the end.. 

you will regret that told anyone about it.. 

better to let in kept to yourself or

let the '-1 close friend' feeling get to u...

so there are past event, present action and future obligation...

ps: this is just a HYPOTHETICAL thought in my head..

nothing to do with me.. LOL =3