who am i kidding

on the day 7,

i did something out of my plan,

guess the rule just changed...

surprisingly,

i made myself consistent in doing workout

for like,

over a half year...

but i cant consistent on doing revisions, studies..

which is the most important job for our lives now...

i barely made it out from the 2nd semester,

picking such major i don even like..

talking in the 'language' that i genuinely not fully understand myself saying

this is day 10,

i am having a class test on friday

and im still not preparing for it

FML? lol

so, TY was asking me to update this blog,

i answered, my schedule was kinda tied up this week..

actually just this week i have an extra test in schedule,

i made it sound hard..

coz i still haven't catch up to all my work

even though its week 5 ALREADY.....

nice~

btw,

i don usually say that the schedule tie up

coz my weeks never tie up before,

u can notice that,

im always 1 call away,

i always accept the offer of outings and activities

except exam week...

i always believe that,

WE are the one who control our schedule and time management,

not the other way around...

We always given a choice,

a decision...

so whenever i got a invitation,

i always clear the schedule,

spend time with my dear friends,

and put extra time on the work i suppose to do on that time range...

i wanna admit that,

my personality, style, common knowledge, experiences

haven't get a significant change ever since end of pre-U

it sucks,

when u get to see everyone around u,

is getting mature everyday..

but u are still in the same state..

even though its feels like time to make a change,

but it seem like, i lost the interest..

interest of picking up girls

having that love and caring feels

(my parents should be happy to hear this,

my son doesnt like dating anymore!!

like a dream come true)

thats all for now

going to start reading,

see how it goes...

oh btw,

i went for haircut 2 days ago
the haircut kinda made me looks more tanned... lol

pretty lame...

watever~